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« Thread Started on Mar 27, 2007, 8:18pm » | |
She had pushed past multiple groups of people. Any activity happening anytime from when she walked to the door, to when she sat down at 'the pit' as some called it, a spot that sunk in the floor with seats built in and a table in the middle.
Getting comfortable, she pulled a cigarette she had lit and put it to her lips, taking a few drags, then coughing rather... Hard and gasping, then putting it out in an ashtray placed on the table.
Ew. She hated smoking. So why she had started now was beyond her.
Still wasn't used to it.
She lie back some more to stare at the ceiling, shirt loose on her upper-half, nothing more than a white tunic that extended beyond her behind, making it almost impossible to see the skirt she was wearing on her waist, almost making it seem like.
Well. She was wearing nothing under her tunic.
She slipped off her shoes, boots that buckled up, and set them to the side, beginning to finally relax.
Although it was a bit hard due to the loud music and smoke that filled the sweat-scented room.
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« Reply #1 on Mar 28, 2007, 3:01pm » | |
The cold night air had seemed very welcome now that he pushed his way in here.
Upon entering he could tell what was what and who was who. Even if he closed his eyes the shapes would appear before him in that annoying way which they loved to do.
His nose was filled with the iron metal like stench of blood. Vampires. All hungry and ready to feed. Mixed in along with the humans that were earthy and he could pick out easily. And the Lycans all 2nd generations. 1st generations did not stick around much, since they had no control over their human forms.
Then there were the blank spots. His eyes closed he would have simply run into the person behind that blind spot. But eyes open there were people there.
These were those lucky few. Those lucky few like him. Hybrids. Leaning against a slime covered wall Gerald closed his eyes. Taking deep breaths he caught the smells of everyone in this over crowded place. His ears took in the sounds of a bathroom door opening. Urine and vomit wafted towards him. He looked around, head turning left and right. Feelings and emotions danced past him.
The want to feed, the want to kill. These waved over him. Then he noticed that these were not only the feelings of these people stuffed into this “club”- if you could call the whored up drug hole that played horrid music until you were drunk a club- but his own feelings.
Pushing these away he searched, waving by sadness, pain, hate, and the very few feelings of love to find the one he wanted.
It was coming from an empty place. And it was confusion. Not the persons but his own. He covered him self in this feeling of not knowing for once what someone was feeling. Like a warm blanket. So comforting and healing. Out of that cold bitter world…
And I think that’s why he loved her. He could never tell what she was feeling.
Opening his eyes he pushed past the sweat covered bodies that were one grinding thing on the dance floor, into ‘the pit’. He hated ‘the pit’, but as of now he loved it.
Because she was there…
”Hey.”
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« Reply #2 on Mar 28, 2007, 4:02pm » | |
She had began playing with her fingernails idly, a thing she had adapted after becoming more concsious towards germs, as much as she hated admitting it.
With that, she grinned and looked up at him, raising a brow.
"Oy, oy.. Hey!" she said before returning back to her nails.
Maybe one would ask exactly what she was doing here. If she hated germs so. It was easier to escape here, from the danger.
And you ask how? The other dangers (Lycans, Vampires, and the such) were usually distracted by those humans that were so naive and met ill fate.
Plus. Not only to escape from the worry but to see if he actually would follow.
He sometimes and usually did. Not that she didn't appreciate it.
She did. She very well did. But it put him in danger, from what she guessed. And she also had guessed he didn't really care if it put him in danger.
You see. Unlike she did with everyone else, she wouldn't get into his mind and see what he was thinking. It was rude. Especially to someone she cared so much for.
She couldn't control it. The whole 'telepathy' trick. But she wouldn't dare read his mind.
"I'm surprised you're not suffocated. Those 'grinders' seem to try and get a hold of anything or anyone they can. If a slug was out there it wouldn't survive. I'm surprised I made it over here." she chuckled and sighed deeply, continuing to try and relax, then patting a spot beside her.
"Pop a squat." she nodded, laughing again, then smiling wide, staring up at him.
She then sighed, blinking several times, "I ran into a vampire earlier. Wasn't a bad person. At all. But it doesn't mean I can trust him. I don't trust anyone. Well. Actually. I only trust one person. You. And that's because you're practically going through the same ordeal and I know you best. But. I won't trust anyone else." She guessed he very well knew this about her.
Her and. Trust issues with anyone else.
Anyone else of course excluded him. She would always let him know this.
That's when it crossed her mind, and it was odd. But she was curious. And she would sometimes ask. Crazy questions. As she put it. "Hey. Gerald. What would exactly happen if I were to die?" she sighed, biting on her bottom lip.
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« Reply #3 on Apr 1, 2007, 1:05pm » | |
Gerald smiled, and his cheeks turned a light shade of pink.
It's the heat, look! I swear his thoughts screamed. He wanted to tell her this, but she would no notice anyways. His eyes turned to the dancers, and slid into the cool seat beside her. His arm went out, laying on the back of the chair behind her shoulders. Now his eyes turned back to her. His head tilted down to look at his straight down his nose. Now his all knowing eyes searched her face. Looking into her eyes, then tracing around the lines of her face.
Sudden he was lost.
What are you thinking beautiful goddess?
Then he heard her question. He closed the space between them. His forehead now pressed against hers. The tips of their noses almost touching.
ohgod ohgod.
He could have leaned a little more and let their lips brush. He almost did, but no. He regained himself, trying to smell anything but her intoxicating smell, trying to look into but out of her amazing eyes.
"Love of my life, apple of my eye, candle in my darkness I would die if you did. And so I wouldn't be around to tell you what happened."
Then he flashed her that sweet smile that a million and one girls, no, people would die for. He was being friendly.
She wasn't the love of his life. No she was to good for him.
She wasn't the apple of his eye. No she would die before be around his all the time.
And she most certainly was no the candle in his darkness. More like a flashlight with dying batteries. If only he could make her see that fiery passion inside himself that yearned for her, wanted her, needed her.
Not able to take how close they were he pulled back. His long limb around reached out and grabbed a drink from a passing tray.
His lips worked around the lip of the bottle, playing with it his human form canines were dull but he still chewed at the glass. He lifted he bottle and took a sip of the bitter deer that was loved at this place.
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« Reply #4 on Apr 1, 2007, 6:48pm » | |
She sighed, then began smiling.
Come on, when Gerald smiled, you'd have to smile. It was hard not to.
"I'm not worth that much. To die over, Gerald. I know this. If I was worth that much. Well. People wouldn't want me dead." she smirked, it was how she thought. No matter how much someone would try and make her feel better about herself.
She would do as best as she could to not let it get to her head.
"You're such a casanova. I swear, why waste your time on me? I'm barely good enough and I'll get you killed." she sighed, that was just it, why she didn't want to actually be with him. She didn't want him to die. Otherwise she would have done tried. What was the word she was looking for?
Dating?
No, that was short term.
Courting.. She would have done tried to court him. But no. She didn't want him dead.
"You know you want to kiss me.. That or bite me.. With that habit of yours. I mean, sure it feels good. But it kind of.. I don't know. There's bad side effects to everything." she frowned, then sighed, relaxing a bit more and leaning her head back to stare at the ceiling.
"So. Why exactly are you here? There must be a reason besides me... If that's the actual reason." she pouted up at him, then sat back up and sighed, resting her head on his shoulder, then adjusting her body ever-so-slightly. Just so she could put her arms around him a bit.
"You're soooo.. Beautiful.. Like a work of art.." Hopefully he wouldn't take that as an insult. More or less 'beautiful' was the best compliment she could give to a guy. In her opinion.
"Your smiles are so.. Handsome. And that cute nose of yours. Why, Gerald? You don't mean to, but looking at a girl merely puts them in a trance and seduces them." she chuckled.
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« Reply #5 on Apr 1, 2007, 7:13pm » | |
He smiled. ”Well. You’re just impossible. People only want you dead because you’re gorgeous that that jerk of a pure bred wants you dead.” his voice sighed these words out as she turned to her thoughts.
He might not be able to pick up on them. But some of the time he oculd predict them. SHe was thinking about how everyone but that asshole and him wanted her to die. He wasn't much different. Well the asshole wanted him dead, and wanted to be the one to kill him.
"Kiss me... that or bite me..."
Ahh that got him started. Her sweet blood flowin--- no he had to stop himself. He body tensed. For a moment vision blurred-- and he pulled himself back. He felt the power of his other half flow through him.
His other half?
Yes, the half that was the monster he hated. Since vampire was the dominate in his blood, that's mainly what he looked like. Basically it was him. Just his skin turned a greyish color, his eyes completely black, and sharpened canines. Along with the claws like a Lycan, and slightly the build of one, though smaller fram. The rest was very much like a vampire.
But therewere side affects that even poured into his human form.
Like the need for blood, and the abilty to heal himself faster then a vampire or lycan, [I researched the hybrid. They heal themselves faster, and are stronger. Side note so you don't get all rawr] and sometimes he was unable to control his monster side.
Lucky this time, the statement that had been said only left him sexually aroused and feeling more the need for sex then the need to feed.
This feeling was not helped down by Janine. He could feel her small arms around him, he could feel her leaning over onto him. For a moment he relaxed and allowed this feeling of love to flow. He wanted it between them. He wanted it so badly.
"looking at a girl merely puts them in a trance and seduces them."
Suddenly he was pulling away from her. How dare she. She always hurt him like this. He tried to to be pained. But he never worked. He pulled away from her warm "love" and hunched over the table, grumbling to his bitter beer. His lips pessed to the glass as he gluped down half.
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« Reply #6 on Apr 1, 2007, 7:33pm » | |
She sighed, then bit her bottom lip, looking down the moment she figured something was wrong.
Well. No, duh, something was wrong. He pulled away.
Now, sure, she would have said something. She wasn't exactly the best with words. And this was one of the reason she hated speaking. She'd end up hurting someone by rambling on.
"Umm." she muttered, searching for something to say.
"I'm sorry. I really am." she sighed, then looked down, sitting forward, resting her elbows on her knees, then her head within her palms.
"I didn't mean to hurt you, HONEST! I just. I can't socialize." she began moping quietly, then sighed, "Not worth of crap. I don't even feel like I could amount to anything up to you. My rambling always gets me in trouble. Or just. Yeah. I'm doing it now. Sorry." she sighed, sitting back, not bothering to look at him.
Just forward, stare straight forward. Like he was never there.
"God.. I'm such a fucking horrible person.. Or.. Whatever the hell I am.." she muttered to herself under her breath.
She then bit down on her lip even more. To the point that she cut it and it began bleeding.
Then she finally turned to him.
"Look. Come onnn. You know.. I'm not perfect. And I'm sure you know about my 'social problems'.. If I need to do something to make it up. I will." she paused, "I didn't mean it in such a rude way. I meant it in... A good way. But. I guess it can't be taken in a good way. So I'm sorry. Any way you could forgive me?" she asked, pouting at him, then kicking at the floor.
"Please?" she had been pleading for.. Ohhh. Maybe ten minutes now. Yes, he meant this much to her.
Maybe he had her wrapped around his finger. She cared about him. Didn't that matter any?
As long as he didn't set out to hurt her purposely. She was happy to be his friend and such.
She then smirked, aha!
Placing her hands on his shoulders firmly, she sighed, trying to give him a massage. From what she guessed, any person would go for that.
Usually. It did feel good, she'd have to admit.
[b]"Comeeee on. You know I didn't mean it, Gerald, Love.."[b] she smiled widely.
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« Reply #7 on Apr 1, 2007, 7:57pm » | |
He turned his eyes towards her. That muttering babbling mess that was her. There were a billion things he wanted to say, to reach out and say as he kissed her.
But no. Every time this happened-- every damn time. He always cracked, and came back to her. He loved her.
There was nothing he could do about it.
I know that you're sorry. This always happens. It's us.
You're not a horrible person. You can’t be horrible I love you.
How could I not forgive you? I'd die with out you.
Then his thoughts were cut short.
Her arms worked to his tensed back. For a second he caved, and slightly turned around to say he was sorry. But then those words brushed past her tender lips.
"You know I didn't mean it, Gerald, Love.."
They came in the wrong order. First it was his name Gerald, then after that is was I. I was in the wrong place, it was supposed to be after his name, not k-n-o-w. Then was supposed to be love. Love as close enough to his name, but I was missing in between. And You was supposed to be at the end, not the beginning. And the words k-n-o-w, d-i-d-n'-t, m-e-a-n, and i-t were not supposed to be there either.
So now, with his hands that shook as he removed them from his lap took her hands and took them off himself. Only he wished for them to stay. To stay there, and for them to lose this whole club, and of course their clothes. Then it would be perfect. Alone in a warm little room, with only fire for light. It was a fantasy he turned to often.
But he took her hands off him, and stood. Looking down at her he half smiled, forcing himself.
"I'm going to go find a girl."
He knew it wouldn't hurt her as much as it hurt him for him to say that. He began to climb out of 'the pit'
While doing this he thought of what would come. He would find a girl. Pretty, but never better then Janine, that was impossible. She would be drunk-- most of them were drunk. And she would find him handsome and charming. And for a night he would feel needed and loved.
For one night, then tomorrow he would return to his fantasy about Janine and want her just like tonight. The girl would go on with her life, totally okay, maybe missing a little blood.
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« Reply #8 on Apr 1, 2007, 8:11pm » | |
She just nodded.
She had to hold it in. The fact he'd be with another girl.
Oh, god. She was starting to be torn at. She was letting it tear at her. She couldn't hold it in. Not the tears, not the sudden movements her body made with each choke of a sob. But she just stared forward. Like it was nothing. No. Nothing more than another person crying.
She had to act like she wasn't crying. Just stare forward.
Still, that wasn't enough. She still felt horrid and dead inside[no pun intended].
"Gerald! No! Please! I.. I.." she couldn't say it. No matter how much she wanted to. Just the feeling of being hurt. Was it really worth it? To be hurt in the end, possibly? There was an end to everything. Was it really worth it?
"Damn you, you fool! Open your fucking eyes! I fucking adore and love you!" Harsher than what she wanted to come out as.
But she wanted her point to be made.
Damn.
She did it again.
Again.
He'd take it the wrong way and become angry at her, this was how it was mapped out in her mind. So she just groaned and shook her head, face red as her head tilted back to stare at the ceiling. God. Why did she always seem to mess up?
Why couldn't she just for once get her point across without saying something possibly offending?
Now he was probably just going to go on with what he was doing.
No, no. He wasn't probably.
Most likely he would.
Thanks to her big mouth.
She muttered something under her breath, 'Good job, Janine! Now what's your prize!? A cold night alone while the man you love is off with another woman, holding her in his arms and a home within heartbreak boulevard! Now let's congratulate her on her prize!', She growled under her breath at the thought. Ew. Ew.
The thought of him with another girl. No, no, strike that. On top of another girl was enough to make her gag. Not only because of the horridness of it, but the shatter that her heart had made.
She was used to this. Well, knew he was off with another girl usually, but. Being told this and having him walk off like it was nothing, with a half smile which she didn't know was forced. It made her feel. Well, unimportant. Like he wasn't taking her feeling into account.
Maybe he was. Maybe he wasn't.
But otherwise, it didn't hold her tears back, or her sobs, or the chokes that came right before she let out a long whine.
But there was only one way to at least not let it show. That and the horrendous fact that the makeup around her eyes now made a streak down to her jawline.
But yes, back to how she hid it. Merely holding her face within the palms of her hands.
Don't let them see you cracked. Don't let him see you're cracked.'Don't make him feel horrible. Or angry. Or whatever, Janine.', this was the only thought now revolving within her mind.
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« Reply #9 on Apr 2, 2007, 9:16pm » | |
He could have just kept walking.
Pretended that he had not caught those words that flew from her lips.
At first he was rejoiced—she fucking loves me goddamnit! Then he was filled with a kind of anger. A mean cold boiling blinding fire.
“When are you going to open yours and see I fucking love you too?”
He only turned and looked into her eyes.
You act like it could never be, you flutter around other guys then tell me you love me. Then you tell me we could never exist.
Anger—anger was what he felt. Anger towards her, anger towards himself. He felt it coming. He knew he should hold back, the hybrid monster form. Normally he could control this form—stay in his human form. He could not control this hybrid form when he needed to feed or his negative emotions were at the extreme. Sadness, anger, the need for revenge, all of the above and more—when they were at a high he was unable to control his form. At the moment he had the lust for blood and the extreme remorse and anger, so much blinding anger. Sure—now he knew that she loved him. But knowing that she didn’t believe in – them, and that they could die if they were together; would die. It was a dead crushing feeling which he had tried to ignore for all these years.
His vision blurred. His hands went to his head, trying to drive the monster back inside. His jaw clamped down trying to stop the change—trying to make his dull human teeth stay the same, and not become deadly and pointed. Opening his eyes again his vision blurred then cleared. But this time the world was different.
Now the world seemed to him like he was looking through a heat vision monitor. But it was different still. The would was black, solid objects were outlined in a dark blue, and covered in dark blue web like things.
Humans were basically the same. Outlined in a deep purple, but this time the webs were where the veins inside ones body might fall. You could not see cloths in this world of lycan sight. This was so one might find “a mate” or “prey” whose body was not damaged (this might mean AIDS, STDS, or any strange physical feature). Important areas (where a lot of blood flowed to; or something along those lines) on ones body where a lighter shade of purple depending on where this thing was, and ones heart was white.
As he saw the world in this way, the world saw his eyes as different things. The first thing to change on this hybrid was his eyes, they became dark empty pools of ebony.
His true emotions hidden behind the mask of pain he looked at her.
Please run away he begged I hate this. I hate me. I hate the way I become. The way I live.
The change was painful when not wanted. When called on the transformation was painless, but uncalled on it was the worst feelings.
Before he knew it he was crying out in pain, and was finishing the first stage of the change, the mental one; and was moving to the second more painful one, the physical.
He tore past the forms of other people. The music was still going in the background, the dull throbbing sound, but the dancing had stopped. He saw it.
Though he could not make out the expressions he could tell by the heart beats of the mortals that they were scared, and astonished. And from the pulps-less vampires he could feel there looks of disgust. The lycans he could tell were also giving him this same look, but their heart beat was slow and steady ready for a fight, or to change into their lycan forms also. And then the other hybrids—their hearts were beating faster. All half-breeds were scared of the same thing, being found out.
He could care less. AT the moment he was pushing past them all. Trying to get out of this body filled room before the change was complete.
As he thrust his way out he was hit by the cold air like a ton of bricks. In this icy air he tried to—to… To calm down? To find blood? To forget?
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« Reply #10 on Apr 2, 2007, 9:44pm » | |
"Fuuuck." she muttered under her breath. So she was scared. It was easy to see, just a faint swallow was heard from her.
Run after him? Or just. Sit here and wish you did?
Possibly get yourself killed? Or cower here?
Aggh. It was her own fault.
Damn, she hated her own personality, sometimes.
As much as she wanted to cling to the pit, she jumped up on shaky legs, nearly falling back down. But stayed up miraculously and began running after, stumbling here or there and nearly falling on her face, but she made it. Oh, she made it outside. Did she care if she was now at risk? Making a commotion? No. She was doing it for him.
Taking down a gulp of air, her lips stayed a bit parted, only a bit, though.
"I'm sorry, Gerald! I didn't mean it so harsh! I just. I'm fucking jealous!" she didn't know much about lycanthropes. Or too much about the hybrid with with lycans mixed in. She didn't know if he was in his right mind, listening or not. Or even caring about what she was saying.
"I don't care if you don't hear a thing I'm saying. I just. All I ever actually wanted was to actually be held by you! I didn't think I could amount to half those other girls you possibly slept with. No, no, I never could. You know why? As much as I hate sleeping around and such, seeing as I've never once slept with anyone. Well. I wanted just for one night. ONE. To be able to just be with you. Be with you. You." she paused.
Great, movie quote time, "You know what? You know what? I hate you. I hate you and your STUPID hair. And those eyes of yours! AND THAT SMILE! UGH! I HATE IT ALL! Know what I hate most, though? What I hate the most? I hate that I can't hate you in the first place. I hate the fact that I love you. I love you for your every flaw, the fact you're a hybrid. I believe you're perfect. And magnificent. Even in this form you act like is horrendous. All I truly hate.. Is the fact that I was never one of those girls. One of those lucky girls. That could at least be held by you for a few hours." she whispered, then turned her back to him, hands crossed over her chest.
"You can go. But. Please. If you do go. Don't. Please. Don't come looking for me later. I'll be too. I don't know. I'll be regretting what I told you. Because it angered you. But for now. I'm just. At a loss for words." she whispered.
Oh. How much she wanted to hate herself.
"I never wanted us to be like this. I wanted to be so much more. But. I. Guess I lost it." she shrugged, "All because of my big mouth. And I was so. Close. At least a bit closer than normal. To having us actually have a relationship. To being eachother's... Lover.. But.. Like normal. I'm the screwup and can't keep my mouth shut.." she then quieted, continuing to stare at the ground.
What if he didn't care?
Then what?
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« Reply #11 on Apr 3, 2007, 2:40pm » | |
Gerald was bent over to look down at her. His skin had become grey and strange looking. Instead of his normal 5 some feet from the ground he was 8 odd feet from the ground. His leg bones had become more like those of a wolf’s (think Harry Potter. Yeah that’s basically the body build he has now). Instead of the normal bulkier, bigger, hairier werewolf he was almost hairless and smaller with bones like a bird. In his form his hair was at his shoulders, he’d have to cut it once back in human form. His face was not long like a dog, but his nose had gotten a bit wider, and his teeth became one of a vampire. And as you remember his eyes were completely black. His artistic hands became larger and claw like. He drew back, opening his lips he let out a low hiss of discontentment. A real werewolf would be totally different them his human form, since they had no control over their wolf form; well a little, but barely any. But since he was vampire, and mainly a vampire he still had control over his thoughts. But they were split when in this form. Animal instinct and human instinct were the two places his thoughts went. When it was not his choice to switch over to this form—it mostly never was—the animal part of him was the one mainly in control, since it was the need to feed or an emotion that had brought him it only made sense that animal was strong until he smoothed this feeling.
His now human like thoughts were as following;;
She’s beautiful when she’s upset. God I’m a jerk for thinking that.
I need blood, she’s too close, she needs to leave.
I love you.
That’s basically a line from a movie we saw—oh how long ago was it? She had the jerk boyfriend… What’s his face.
I’m gonna kill him.
No. I need to talk to her later. After I feed… yeah after.
Oh god Oh god I need blood.
His animal thoughts were as following;;
Blood.
Now he fought with himself. Human side said not to hurt her, animal side said fresh untouched blood was standing in front of him and he wasn’t going for it.
Luckily his human side won.
” Janine” he fought himself to make his lips form these normally easy letters. His voice was different more of a growl then normal. ”Janine” he said again, as if reassuring himself she was there.
”Please. Please leave. You—I, can’t. You – I don’t have enough time to tell. Please. Go. Meet me – later. Underground—blaze.”
He lunged towards her, black eyes gleaming with a strange fire. Suddenly in mid air he pulled himself back, falling against the wall he stayed there folded over whimpering, waiting for his answer before he looked for blood.
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« Reply #12 on Apr 3, 2007, 3:09pm » | |
She swallowed hard, rather starting to take a few steps back.
Fear.
That was the main thing that was holding her now.
Besides the fact she was pitying him.
Oy.
She was pitying him. That wasn't the feeling she wanted right now. No, in truth, she would have rather tried to comfort him. But. It was too dangerous for that.
Holding up a finger, she nodded.
"Okay. Okay. I'll be there. Later. I promise." she nodded, and held up a pinky, just as if she were making a pinky promise. She knew he wouldn't be able to just stand up and do the whole 'pinky promise' thing, she was just holding up her own in that way to show him.
NO, not to tell him 'fuck you' or anything, like it ment in other countries.
"Bye. I guess. Don't get yourself killed. Please." she muttered before turning and beginning to run. She couldn't exactly go anywhere. Nowhere but her 'home'. In other words, the 'Underground Blaze'.
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« Reply #13 on Apr 3, 2007, 4:23pm » | |
They both parted way to meet later. So on and so forth...
yep.
Board closed yo
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